The Moon

I wish I could hug the moon.. Makes me feel so warm inside.. all I have to do is look at it... and for a moment all my troubles are pushed aside. Quiet yet shines so bright.. Such beauty like that would catch you off guard with a glimpse of it's light. I wanna understand such beauty.. I wanna see such light.. I want the moon to take me in and shower me with all its might.. Love to see it on a clear night.. Love to see it in transition.. Love to see it on those nights where I'm on a mission. The moon is always kind to me never cruel. I feel as if I owe it something for always being there for me on those nights when I need it the most. Stay with me sweet moon.. Never leave my side.. Forever I will be yours and you will be mine...

Goal

Someone asked me what's my #1 goal in life.. I thought I would say LOVE.. but I've come to realize it's something much more rich than that... Happiness & Success.. That's all I ask for.. Love will come.. n when it does.. hopefully this time it'll stay.. Love may come.. Love may go.. Even though it hurts to let go.. I'm glad I've had the chance to be in love at all and experience what I know is REAL LOVE.. "The quickest way to find love is to give love. If you want it too badly, you will not find it. The most secure way to keep love is to give it space and care to grow. If you hold it too tightly, you will lose it." I am a true believer of this quote.. TRUE BELIEVER

Havent met you yet

"I Might Have To Wait..I'll Never Give Up..I Guess It's Half Timing & The Other Half's Luck.. Wherever You Are.. Whenever It's Right.. You'll Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life.. & I Know That We Can Be So Amazing & Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me & Now I Can See Every Single Possibility.. And Somehow I Know That... It Will All Turn Out.. I'll Give So Much More Than I Get I Just Haven't Met You Yet..."

Three times a charm?

I'm not the same after the 1st.. and I won't be the same after the second... I wonder how will I be with the third?...

Amanda in Wonderland

Sometimes, I live in a fairytale...
I'm climbing down the rabbit hole to see what's next in life... and the journey continues...

How is it I'm in love with a song?

You know when you love!!! LOVE LOVE!! a song when you can listen to it over and over and over, time and time again. You never get sick of it. It never gets old. You feel it in your heart. You feel it in your soul! This is how it makes me feel. This is how I know this song is REAL! "What if" What if...

What if- Safetysuit

"What if it makes you sad at me?
And what if it makes you laugh now but you cry as you fall asleep?
And what if it takes your breath
And you cant hardly breathe?
And what if it makes the last sound be the very best sound?

What if what I want makes you sad at me?
And is it all my fault or can I fix it please?
Cause you know that I’m always all for you
Cause you know that I’m always all for you

What if it makes you lose faith in me?
What if makes you question every moment you cannot see?
And what if it makes you crash
And you can’t find the key?
What if it makes you ask how you could let it all go?

What if what I want makes you sad at me?
And is it all my fault or can I fix it please?
Cause you know that I’m always all for you
Cause you know that I’m always all for you

And if this be our last conversation
If this be the last time that we speak for awhile
Don’t lose hope and don’t let go
Cause you should know

If it makes you sad
If it makes you sad at me
Then it’s all my fault and let me fix it please
Cause you know that I’m always all for you
Cause you know that I’m always all for you

What if what I want makes you sad at me?
And if its all my fault then let me fix it please
Cause you know that I’m always all for you
Cause you know that I’m always all for you"

Someone like me

I finally found someone like me.. A blessing and a curse. An angel in disguise, a heart so free, but he flies so far away from me.. Unable to grasp you, unable to see.. blinded by your love that wont let me be.
I finally found someone like me in so many ways.. When I think about it, it hits me differently more and more each day. We've joked, we've sighed, we've laughed and cried, we've put up walls and carefully let them down. We've done all this only God knows how.
Our loves like a dream.. too good to be true.. I don't know how I didn't see it coming.. or even how I fell for you.. Thinking I could have a love that was finally mine.. I guess it was all in my mind. Thinking I could fix something once broken and keep it for all time. Mending your heart with mine I think was my crime. Silly me, I should of known you could never be mine.
Same attributes yet different signs. How is it that I'm not yours and your not mine. Maybe it was never meant to be.. Maybe it was just a lie.. Hopefully I'll find my someone like me again and forever be mine..

...My Sanchuary...

I Like being here... this place gives me clarity... helps me to separate the good from the bad.. Think about my next move... and gives me a sense of self love & comfort...