I call him "Peanut"

Since the moment I laid eyes on him.. I fell in love.. I held him in my arms and experienced an indescribable feeling of joy, sadness, and faith that overwhelmed me. Took a breath and cried..

I remain abiding by my oath as I made when I baptized him. I will let nothing get in my way of being the shoulder he needs to lean on when he feels empty, the hands he needs when the world's weight is on his shoulders, and the ear he should vent to when he needs clarity.

I can never experience any kind of sadness when look into his angel eyes.. Just laughter and joy of this little being so loving and kind. Words cant describe the genuine happiness of being his Godmother. Nor, can anyone ever take that away from me.

Through thick n thin.. Good times n bad.. I will always remain his Madrina for as long as I stand. Till the day I die... I will forever be his.. n he will forever be mine.. This is for "Peanut" the apple of my eye..

A Womans Worth

The Moon

I wish I could hug the moon.. Makes me feel so warm inside.. all I have to do is look at it... and for a moment all my troubles are pushed aside. Quiet yet shines so bright.. Such beauty like that would catch you off guard with a glimpse of it's light. I wanna understand such beauty.. I wanna see such light.. I want the moon to take me in and shower me with all its might.. Love to see it on a clear night.. Love to see it in transition.. Love to see it on those nights where I'm on a mission. The moon is always kind to me never cruel. I feel as if I owe it something for always being there for me on those nights when I need it the most. Stay with me sweet moon.. Never leave my side.. Forever I will be yours and you will be mine...

Goal

Someone asked me what's my #1 goal in life.. I thought I would say LOVE.. but I've come to realize it's something much more rich than that... Happiness & Success.. That's all I ask for.. Love will come.. n when it does.. hopefully this time it'll stay.. Love may come.. Love may go.. Even though it hurts to let go.. I'm glad I've had the chance to be in love at all and experience what I know is REAL LOVE.. "The quickest way to find love is to give love. If you want it too badly, you will not find it. The most secure way to keep love is to give it space and care to grow. If you hold it too tightly, you will lose it." I am a true believer of this quote.. TRUE BELIEVER

Havent met you yet

"I Might Have To Wait..I'll Never Give Up..I Guess It's Half Timing & The Other Half's Luck.. Wherever You Are.. Whenever It's Right.. You'll Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life.. & I Know That We Can Be So Amazing & Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me & Now I Can See Every Single Possibility.. And Somehow I Know That... It Will All Turn Out.. I'll Give So Much More Than I Get I Just Haven't Met You Yet..."

Three times a charm?

I'm not the same after the 1st.. and I won't be the same after the second... I wonder how will I be with the third?...

Amanda in Wonderland

Sometimes, I live in a fairytale...
I'm climbing down the rabbit hole to see what's next in life... and the journey continues...